Sunday, April 24, 2011

At least

It's April. One year after I began. It really started as an experiment, but who am I really kidding, really? 

It has gone on long enough and yet, here I am. I began my goodbyes a few months back and it's been alright enough. But some goodbyes have been too hard to give. One goodbye, I've done over and over and yet I come back. This time, I hope it's for real. The last goodbye, I don't know if it's coming soon. Or at least, I'm just delaying the inevitable. 

My friend says that at least, I went through it. I really am not sure if I should be that grateful. But then, I got that advice from someone with a more whacked sense. She also says that at least I've made some people happy. Well, that is my only consolation. At least, it's what they know and I have to say that I, indeed, sincerely wanted them to be happy, made efforts even, because I am that kind of person.

It's been only a year but why do I feel like it's been several years already? What a phase it's been. 

When I finally say my last goodbye, I'm gonna miss this. I'm gonna miss them. But I have to.

I have to. 

Monday, February 14, 2011

NOT LATE!!!


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, 
EVERYONE!!!!

Nope, it's not a late greeting. 
Across the globe, the day 
is practically just beginning. 
For us here, well, 
we know that celebrations
 usually start after work, hee...

Have a nice one guys!!!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

"Whatever it takes. For the love of films."

These were the three short films created for the 5th Cinemalaya Philippine Independent Film Festival that ran from July 17-26, 2009.Some might not understand and find them silly. But then, that just means you don't really dig indies.

Saan Nagtatago Ang CCP?




Candelabra



Ang Kapatid Kong Nagpupumilit Makita si Ricky Davao

Friday, March 19, 2010

Is it possible to elbow one's self?

YES. I tripped the other day on hard concrete, sideways, and elbowed my lower left ribs. Ouchie. I don't hurt easily but this one really hurts...

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

My Artist Friend

Surprised to find out my friend did the layout for PBB Commemorative mag (yes, I watch the show, so sue me). Checked when I got home and lo and behold, it IS his name there. To think I remembered him while browsing. No wonder!

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Chills to you

Woke up an hour ago to a very chilly January dawn. It promises to be a cold day, methinks. Oh well, gotta get ready. Body and soul not willing, but...

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Tugger Attends the Ball

*NOTE: Okay. I am not a fan of fan fiction, but I came up with this one for a writing group I belonged to before. We had to write something about a big black cat and I thought of 'Tugger' so...Guess this qualifies as fan fiction...
 

TUGGER ATTENDS THE BALL

The big black cat made his way through the junkyard, careful not to hit any of the junk thrown about. It was the night of the annual Jellicle Ball after all and Rum Tum Tugger simply had to look his best. Not that he was any worse.

Tugger was not especially big by Jellicle standards. Among the present set of toms in the tribe, however, he was one of the biggest, perhaps even bigger than the group’s protector, Munkustrap. Heck, let Munk be the bouncer, he thought rather smugly, I’M getting the girls!

He did always get the girls due to his exotic looks and charm. Tugger, in a sense, was a star judging by the physical alone. His body was covered by the most beautiful coat of black, not unlike a panther’s. Strangely enough, around his legs were tiger stripes and leopard spots which rather made him curious. Could he by any chance be sharing the same lineage with that old, looney do-gooder Jennyanydots? Up to this day, she still thought that cockroaches just needed employment. Hah! Mental, that one...Well, she was all stripes and spots. Not a thought Tugger cherished but in the Jellicle tribe, such a thing was not at all uncommon. After all it was much believed that the Jellicle leader, Old Deuteronomy, sired most of them. Lineage aside, the stripes and spots did add to his mysterious charm. His seemingly overwhelming confidence just oozed like it’s the most natural thing in the world. Tugger’s biggest pride was the mane around his neck that would remind one of a lion’s. Indeed, with all the envious glances from the males and the adoring looks from the females, Tugger felt like a king, the Ultimate Tomcat…

Back to reality, the alpha tom could hear singing from a distance and realized he was near the ball. He hurried up a bit and true enough, there were the Jellicle cats dancing, basking under the Jellicle moon. He would have wanted to make a grand entrance as usual but all the she-felines were doing their dance ritual. Watching them had always been quite seductive to him. He would have drooled if he wasn’t protecting his image. Besides, drooling was more for dogs, those clueless fools cursed to a lifetime of servitude to humans.
 
  
(From left, front) Elektra, Jemima, Victoria and Demeter;
(middle-back, covered) Rumpleteazer and Bombalurina

So after a brief greeting from the silver-grey tom Munkustrap, the big black cat sat back and relaxed. Later, there would be time to flirt as the girls swooned on him. Ah, there’s the ever-accommodating Bombalerina, the queenly Victoria, the naughty Rumpleteazer, and—oh, yes—that cute li’l Jemima who would soon become a fine, lovely thing.

Meanwhile, Tugger lazily yawned and smiled like only a smug cat would.


Copyright © September 2007 by lildovefeather