Since no one's going to read this...

...I think I can say with all honesty that I am sad. I just have to let it out. With all my trying to be positive, I have to tell you, I am a mess inside.

I bring the burden of the world with me, from my family, to my country, to the world. And it sucks 'cause I can only do so much. I don't even feel sad for myself, really, except when it comes to my babies whom I never got to hold.

It does not help that I often make the wrong decisions, however well-intentioned, however well I think I plan, however smart I think my ideas are at the time. Then they go blowing--exploding!--on my face. I feel sad especially if I cause others to be sad, especially not my loved ones.

I try to make things right, to work, but sometimes, somehow, I still end up like an idiot.

Things have not been alright for the longest time. I don't even have the heart to wish for the chance to bring back the time. Why? Because I don't want to make mistakes again., maybe not the same, but the outcome will most probably be wrong just the same...

*SIGH*

Okay, I'm okay now. Such is life. We move on. I move on.

Interview with This Vampire

Well, just finished answering a set of questions earlier, maybe more than an hour ago, and it's just (already!) 4am. Met a blogger who is doing a set of interviews with regards to love and relationships. I unwittingly managed to put myself in a position where I'm to share my own story. I didn't expect it, really, but I have to say I felt okay sharing myself. My answers were quite long, in fact, so I leave it to him to do the necessary editing.

Was I honest in my answers? Of course. Did I leave out anything? Absolutely. There are just some more private things that should remain private. Even when this blog was still in Multiply and on private mode, I still took care of what I wrote about. Let's face it, blogs aren't so private unless you keep out everybody but yourself.

Will provide a link when posted.

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Aaaand...here is the link, as promised: MAHIRAP BANG MAGING NBSB? ELABORATE. It's cut in two parts so just start there.

ABOUT THIS BLOG & ME

From THE END JUSTIFIES THE JOURNEY

I actually created an About This Blog page here, but for some reason, I can't simply find it unless I go to the dashboard or simply type in the link. I'm really still not that familiar with Blogger. I don't find it that user-friendly, which was what initially turned me off and made me decide not to go public with this before.  

But now that it's live, of course, it needs an intro of sorts for wandering visitors that may happen to drop by. I mean, this blog just seems like it just sprouted without a proper hello.

So okay, to first let you know, this is ME at right. That's from my WordPress. As said there, if you want to find out more about me, just check out my ABOUT J.Gi page. (I'll do you a favor and just provide a link, so just click on those words *wink!*)

As for what this blog is about, this is the ABOUT MoCCa page I created for you. I would post it here, but I like how it's presented there :)

Now that we're better-acquainted, I hope you'll like the stuff you'll get to read here. It's a more personal blog than the other. You can check out which you'd like to follow (or follow both!!!), I won't mind. This one is really sort of still under construction because I'm going through years-old blogposts. If that confuses you, I suggest you read the MoCCa page...

Thanks for the visit!!!!



 

June 2016 RECAP #MonthlyRecap

Hi, guys! As said HERE, I have just found this Blogspot account again. There's an update to explain what I am doing here. That said, I am sharing to you my first--well, second--official Blogspot post, which is ironically, a recap of how my June 2016 had been.

It basically tells about my WordPress activities and Wattpad, so I should really just share a link rather than create duplicate pages. Here is my June 2016 Recap. Please feel free to browse there. Please feel free to come back here as well. I will be populating this place with new as well as "old" posts.

Have a nice Monday!!!

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